40 days

Take the 5 minutes to watch this video, with the artwork of Si Smith, from the UK. I am touched by his representation of what Jesus’ 40 days in the wilderness might  have been like. Here, on the first week in Lent, our Gospel reading tends to be the temptation in the wilderness story – Jesus has been 40 days in the wilderness with out food. And the devil (in Greek the translation would be the Slanderer) comes to tempt him – offering food, power, and safety. Jesus rebukes him. But, those 40 days in the wilderness slide off the screen of our lives so quickly. Why was he there? What was it like? What did he learn?

The video containing Mr. Smith’s images is evocative. The scriptures say Jesus was ‘driven into the wilderness by the Spirit’ – he was compelled, he needed to do it. Have you ever been compelled in a likewise manner? Compelled to seek out a retreat for your soul? or for your body? Mundane it may be, but I have heard myself mutter, “I’ve got to make time to get a pedicure” It’s not just that my toes look awful, but the time spent – 30 minutes to an hour – where I cannot run around and do other things – is a gift. We need to give ourseles the gift of time, of respite, of focus.

In the pictures in the video, Jesus is enthralled by the world around him, as he begins his 40 days without distractions. He finds beauty in small things, and rests. But, before his 40 days are through, he begins to tire. He hungers. He thirsts. The angels must keep watch – he is in a fragile state. And that’s when the devil comes to offer him power, food, and safety. But the spirit remains and Jesus resists. The angels carry him back to safety, back to life at the end of the 40 days.

So, how does this translate for you and for me? Get away. Get away from your distractions, from the constant nagging at you that comes from your job, your house, your family. As much as you love and appreciate your job, your house, your family, they are wearing you out. Be filled with the spirit, and step away. Recharge. Give yourself the space to think, to feel, to remember that you belong to God.

How, you ask? well, you know best about your life, but I offer you the idea of starting small – how about with prayer? Do you pray every day? Most of us would like to do this, but actually don’t. Pray when you put on your shoes. 30 seconds. As your day begins. Pray. Here’s one way to start –

A Prayer of Shoes

Lord, as I put on these shoes today, be with me. As I get ready to enter the journey of my day, walk with me. Bless these shoes with compassion for others, patience for the day’s frustrations, and a spirit of wonder for the opportunities you will offer me today. Take away from me the concerns and worries of my life, God, I give them to you today. Fill these shoes with friendship, and reaching out. Take away all my complaining and sour outlook. Let every step I take in these shoes today remind me of who I am and whose I am – Yours, Loving Father. Amen.

May your Lenten days bless you.

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The stars died so that you could be here today.

The best thing about being a pastor is the conversations! Sometimes they happen in the grocery store when I am wearing my clerical collar. Sometimes they happen in the hospital next to the bed of person who struggles. Sometimes they happen online.

And as today is Ash Wednesday, conversations about dust have come to occur. In Christian circles, this is the day we remember our mortality. ashes Continue reading “The stars died so that you could be here today.”

Synagogues

The Gospel for February 3rd features Jesus reading in a synagogue – a place of worship for Jews like him. I think it is important to picture him in this space. A man of faith, in his place of worship. Like us. Every Sunday.

IMG_3015So, I went to the Holy Land this past week, and the stories will be pouring out of me in the weeks to come.

But I saw a synagogue. The synagogue in Capernaum that is referenced in Luke’s gospel. (Not this sunday’s passage, though).

And I stood looking out, at the archeological  remnants of the 4th century synagogue, and underneath that, the archeological remnants of the 1st century synagogue – the one Jesus stood in. It’s not huge. Its about as big as the church I serve now, Holy Cross. And I could imagine Jesus feeling good about worshipping there, even though he was not roundly accepted, even though he needed to talk to them about a faith that would change everything for them. IMG_3018

Look at the pictures, if you have a chance. And picture yourself there. In the synagogue. Just one of the townspeople, at their place of worship. And Jesus just starts to talk.

Wouldn’t that have been something?

IMG_3016I know Jesus lived a long time ago, in a world and a time where things were very different. But sometimes, it is good to imagine ourselves in the same spot and the same time as Jesus. Would we have listened to him? Would we have been insulted at what he said? Maybe. Who knows?

Just imagine for awhile my friends. Look at the pictures and imagine. God bless you.

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